2nd April 2008 - 4th April 2008

Wednesday was quite interesting. Today I was being visited by my ex girlfriend. I hadn't seen her since New Years Day. We had an arguement in January and I basically told her I didn't want to speak to her for a long time. I decided to get back in contact with her to prove to myself that I was over her.

She came around, and I had forgotten my wallet so I had to go back. Then she asked to stay in the house for a bit. This bothered me because I thought she was going to try and have sex with me again. She asked me if I was over her yet, and I said I was, so she proceeded to tell me about her new love interest.

He sounds like a nice guy, and absolutely perfect for her. For the first time since we split up, I was fine with it. I had no jealous feelings whatsoever so this made me happy. I told her about Maddy and she took that well too.

We walked down to Redcar beach and I went to deposit money in the bank. We just talked about our relationship and what would be different if we had stayed together. It wasn't as bad as it could have been. Then we went in to Weatherspoons which I didn't evn know Redcar had and we had dinner, and just talked about our courses at University. She has changed a lot. Not quite so uptight anymore. She has got back to the Deborah I knew a long time ago, the one I fell in love with. Luckily, all those feelings have gone now, because I could never trust her again.

Then she was meeting the guy she dated after me, who she really doesn't like anymore, but trying to keep the peace. I just left her where she was meeting him and went home.

Then, the next 2 days were exactly the same as the beginning of the week, so nothing worth writing about.

30th March 2008 - 1st April 2008

Well, as I warned you, nothing would be worth writing about, which is why it has took me this long to update this.

Literally on Sunday, I woke up, did some work, and had Sunday dinner, then did some more work. That was it.

For the next 2 days I did the same thing. Having no money really takes it's toll on doing anything worth writing about.